Ingatan tu yang penting...bkn barang or duit...

assalammualaikum...buat u alls...i ada pertanyaan buat u all suma...penah tak u all rasa kecik ati ngan someone?tak kira la, kawan ke,suami ke,isteri ke, ahli keluarga ke?penah x?mestilah penah kan?apa yg korang buat ketika tu?berdasarkan ayat2 permulaan i nih,mesti u all dh boleh agak, apa yg i nk tulis kn?kn?kn? Frankly speaking, i rasa sangat...sangat...sangat (amik ko 3x kali sangat, menunjukkan betapa i terasa sangat)...ngan beberapa orang yang i anggap KAWAN...mungkin i yang terlebih emosi (sindrom PMS,masa i ngah tulis entry ni pun perut i ngah sakit nih). Kisah bermula semalam, opis i ada buat majlis makan2 buah2an tempatan (skang kan ngah musim buah-bkn sebab opis i ni sokong kempen 'makanlah buah2an tempatan pun). i pulak, dh berminggu2 kena jaga kaunter ni dalam acara perseorangan, coz my partner yg sepatutnya jadi regu i mc (selepas dia cuti kawin yg lama), so, satu opis dh tau yg i kerja sorang2 @ ALONE...yg buatkan i terasa sgt tu, kawan2 i (i stressed kan di sini yer, kawan2 bermaksud mereka yang leh bergurau mesra, pernah mintak tolong ngan kita, yang lepak2 masa makan bersama2 etc)mereka mmg sedia maklum yg kena 'rantai' kt kaunter nih, leh wat tak tau jer. kot2 la nk tanya i dh makan ke, hidup lagi ke kat kaunter ni, xder langsung. Rileks jer dorang menyempurnakan sesi santapan tu tanpa memperdulikan i yg mmg tak makan dari pagi...sedih tau...terus rasa cam nk nangis sambil angkat call...tp, leh control lagi ok, i bkn jenis cengeng tau. i bkn la laparkan sgt buah2an tu, coz, kalau i nk, i leh jer blk kampung tercinta i, mintak jer ngan my parents, sure dapat, lagi sedap, lagi best, lagi puas la makan, cuma, apa salahnya korang tanya...dh makan ke? nk makan ker?dh solat ker? INGATAN tu yg penting...bkn la , bila dorang tanya jer, i terus demand nk durian 3 biji, rambutan 5 kilo, manggis 4.5 kilo kan?just asking...tu jer..susah ker?kalau u all, tak terasa ker?ada la sorang yg tau pasal i terasa, tu pun selepas i sindir dia (kalau tak faham,mmg la sgt b....)konon ckp, takper awk, kang petang ada masa majlis ngan BOD,awk makan ek?ok ek? awk mkn tau,jgn merajuk ek...blah la,i bkn mudah yg terasa @ sensitif, but, once i dh terasa, tak yah la korang nk pujuk i mcm i ni kanak2 yg berumur 5-6 tahun. Sorry ok...semalaman i cuba think positif, tp..tak leh gak nk kurangkan keterasaan hati i nih, tp, susah la,coz bg i, benda mcm nih, bukan susah nk buat kan? tp, bila tak buat, sangat sakit tau kesannya..pada i la, coz, i tak mudah untuk menerima seseorang utk jd kawan i, tp,bila dh jd kawan tu, ambil la berat skit, kan? kawan ko tu dh makan ker? dh solat ker? things like that la...bkn suh kepochi,but at least, treat ur frens the way they deserved it kan? i tak kisah kalau i tak 'dirantai' kt kaunter nih, or my partner tu ada kerja, but i sorang2 kan? meaning that, bkn pilihan i untuk tak join, yer.. i tau, kalau i cakap benda nih kt orang, nnt mesti dorang akan cakap, la,,asal tak bgtau nk makan?la..asal x cakap nk tu...nk nih..bla...bla..bla...but thats not the point...the things is..mana INGATAN korang?korang tak leh ker nk memberi tanpa diminta? (giving without being asking -betul ke ayat i nih?lantak la, kalau salah pun, asalkan u all got the meaning)tu..when i looked at the bright side, it teached me something...so, i got a lesson to learn even though it hurt me...(ayat touching la)hehehehe...sebenarnya i nk tulis pasal someone yg i got crush on..tp..memandangkan emosi i terusik skit ttg perkara di atas, i tangguhkan dulu la yer...so, perut i pun dh makin sakit x ingat nih, better i stop dulu, sampai jumpa di lain entry..bye...

Michael Jackson - you are not alone (live from korea 1999)

u r not alone...

salam...kebelakangan ni i cm super busy (ayat annoying kn? cam la ko tu Perdana Menteri kan cella?)...selain dari tanggungjawab2 yg perlu dibereskan,i skang sibuk mem'busy'kan (kalau cikgu BM i baca entry ni,sure dia nyesal ajar i dulu kan) membaca blog2 yg pada i sangat la menarik lagi best...i jd sangat tertarik utk terus membaca blog dorang ni coz gaya bahasa yg digunakan amatlah mudah difahami dan kelakar. Kira cam kalau u all ngan tension, baca jer blog2 dorang ni,sure leh ketawa sorang depan pc or laptop or notebook or netbook (ok cella, u can stop now). so, bila i asyik membaca blog2 nih, membuatkan i alpa kejap utk menulis di blog i sendri. Tp..i tak kisah pun coz i bkn ada follower dan i menulis ikut mood la kan, kalau mood utk menulis dtg, i laju jer menaip,cam tak sedar diri jer, melalut2 jer, mcm sekarang ni,i sendiri pun tak faham, apa yang cuba i sampaikan dlm entry nih, so, u all boleh bernafas dgn lega coz bkn u all jer yg tak faham hasil penulisan i, i sendiri pun kadang2 pening gak nak baca...hehehe..kira cam u're not alone la...so, utk u all, terimalah......micheal jackson, dengan lagunya...u're not alone....(wahhh..hebat tak cara i announce ni,ada macam pengacara Bintang RTM zaman 80'an?) ahhahhaha...

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

p/s:i tried nk letak video, tp, failed la, maklum la, i kn budak baru belajar, nnt i tanya my mentor ek..so, enjoy jer la lyrics lagu ni dulu ek, tp, best sgt lagu ni, i suka tau, lagipun, ni salah satu lagu kegemaran arwah paksu i..)